the semester is almost over and i can't believe we survived to be honest.

it has gotten a lot better, but i resent the fact that he is spending is winter break several states away and we wont be able to hang out and have fun together. it's like, i've put up with him all semester and we've been fighting and caring for each other, and when he finally gets a break, we wont be able to enjoy it together and it will just start all over again.

i put two and two together the other day, that senators dont live in the same state all the time, it's split between living in the state and in DC and family becomes separated. that was a huge blow to the face and i am questioning whether or not i can be with someone like that.

he's been really good at trying, but i feel like its not enough some times. i feel like this relationship is convinent and not something either of us are really really into.

i hung around the law school all day yesterday and wondered what all the hype is.

blah.